Something Has Changed

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I have evaporated
Ephemeral floating
Outside of myself
For a moment
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Even I have
Abandoned myself
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I watch a hollow shell
Sitting aural migraine
Visual disturbances
Sitting 背座あ empty
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Even I have
Abandoned myself
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But watching
Through fog
Prismatic shimmer
Waiting waiting
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Willing the pain
Into the ocean
Willing the pain
To go away
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Even I have
Abandoned myself
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Waiting to reenter
The center of pain
A body that shimmers
Blue all around
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I am no more
Beauty all colors
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Reluctant to be
I continue to rest
Just above a head
That is familiar
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I am no more
Intense humming glorious
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Outside of suffering
I am away
The weather is nice
My body sits alone
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Even I have
Abandoned myself
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My body sits 背座あ
Wisp of essence
Visits with trees
With Loa humming
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Something is grateful
Something swirls
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Sadly I return
I am myself
Something has changed.
Something has not changed.
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Bear… 09.26.2014
ⓒBearspawprint2014
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Only Trees Know Me

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I’ve wandered away
Far away beyond reach
Of false face careless
True real drifts misty all clouds
Accepting shadow conceal 
Sè Pa Gen Koulè Gri
No color no sky
Fre fog anbrase ki antoure
Untouchable alone anbrase dous
Drifting shadow fanm pwòp tèt ou
Apzanteur danse naje vole
All here now no end
Mask yo nan Comedy ak Trajedi
Left nowhere on faces unseen
Unremembered heart hidden eyes
Closed sleep words soothing
Mansonj unburden nothing
Wander alone softly
Swirling dreaming night
No moon concealed dodo bèl
Wordless moaning sleep song
Loa faintly humming  
Chante dòmi   Chante dòmi    Chante dòmi
Apzanteur danse naje vole
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Only Trees know me
Only  Loa see me
I am here I am fanm pwòp tèt ou
Apzanteur danse naje vole
Loa faintly humming   
Chante dòmi   Chante dòmi   Chante dòmi
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Bear … 03.03.2014
ⓒ Bearspawprint
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