Something Has Changed

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I have evaporated
Ephemeral floating
Outside of myself
For a moment
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Even I have
Abandoned myself
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I watch a hollow shell
Sitting aural migraine
Visual disturbances
Sitting 背座あ empty
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Even I have
Abandoned myself
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But watching
Through fog
Prismatic shimmer
Waiting waiting
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Willing the pain
Into the ocean
Willing the pain
To go away
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Even I have
Abandoned myself
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Waiting to reenter
The center of pain
A body that shimmers
Blue all around
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I am no more
Beauty all colors
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Reluctant to be
I continue to rest
Just above a head
That is familiar
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I am no more
Intense humming glorious
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Outside of suffering
I am away
The weather is nice
My body sits alone
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Even I have
Abandoned myself
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My body sits 背座あ
Wisp of essence
Visits with trees
With Loa humming
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Something is grateful
Something swirls
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Sadly I return
I am myself
Something has changed.
Something has not changed.
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Bear… 09.26.2014
ⓒBearspawprint2014
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