In the woods Tiny sparks Here Then there A trick of my eyes The fungi singing Little ones playing Faye lights The Veil Becomes translucent I watch And wonder Darkest Dark Before Dawn October 10, 2023 ⓒBearspawprint2023
Morning
In the morning dark, One owl called, then stayed silent. The darkness lightened. . Bear 16Augest2023 ©Bearspawprint2023
No One Sings
Still Quiet Heavy Overcast Soft smoke Suspended Not rising Not falling Portent No movement No breeze The forest Silent The sun Slowly rises Tree shadows Cast through The motionless Brown Gold Have weight Sliding down Marking the Presence of Light Of air Of memory Thick With grief The birds Remembering Do not call . No One Sings Bear June 9, 2023 ⓒBearspawprint2023
Dawn
Soft female rain Is falling in the new day. Parched seeds are grateful. . Dawn Bear 4/13/2023 ©Bearspawprint2023
Softened
Frogs are singing While Lightening Bugs Awaken and Grandmother rises Bright and beautiful Edges boundaries perimeters Are softened By a gently settling mist . April 4, 2023 Bear ©Bearspawprint2023 Softened
April
There were Lightening Bugs There was Night Blue Moonlight These entered my Sleepless Dreams As sweet Lullabies of Bells Sung by sparkling Stars of Childhood And carried me As I Flew Entwined With mist In Tree Tops . April 1, 2023 Agawela ©Bearspawprint2023 April
At Peace
The world has turned blue. While a light mist is rising, Frogs sing their night song. . At Peace January 1, 2023 ⓒBearspawprint2023
To soar as Buzzards, as Eagles, must we eat carrion?
Lightening flashes across my vision. If I hold my head at a particular angle, and do not focus directly,. I can identify what I see. Now the lightening lingers, shimmers, dazzling, superimposed over the optic neuritis skewed to ultra violet, beautiful and misleading. Sometimes stabbing pain is the price for such glory. Do the bees, with vision in ultra violet, pay a cost in pain? Is their price a short lifespan? The lightening is from another source, aural migraine, an infinite receding, pursued awareness, A samsara of all encompassing agony. Can I ride pain as Quan Lin, riding a Dragon, surfing the waves of suffering? Will my brain implode, bursting outward from my skull, a nightmare, a quasar-burst of light and waves and matter; radio resonating squeal? Or will it not? All the while the Stars scream, the constant, starry cicada song overwhelmed by the banshee screech that only I perceive. So intense the pain it squeezes the bile from my body in waves of vertigo, sailing up and down, and around, and around, whirling. No end to the spiral. Can I dance it all away, to fall in an exhausted heap? Must I dance on, whirling, screaming: When is there surcease? When is there sleep? Will the cat ever relinquish the Cursed Fiddle? . To soar as Buzzards, as Eagles, must we eat carrion? Bear December 13, 2022 ©Bearspawprint2022
Haiku for Nancy
We are older, now,
Than a little while ago.
The days drift with grace.
.
Bear December 12, 2022
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End of November
Hickories have turned, Against the no-color sky, Bight lemon yellow. . End of November Bear 11.30.2022 ⓒBearspawprint2022