Seeing

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With eyes
Gifted of Tamuz
In New Moon
Dark
I turn
Seeing all
Seeing
Your wishes
As a beautiful
Rain iridescent
Poison arrows
Myself gliding
Through the
Falling intent
I danger dance
Between
Each silvery
Slash
Opportunity
For starburst
Power of joy
Burning hot
My skin glistens
Molten silver
Reflecting
Slivered
Nakomis
Ripples follow
Poison arrows
Joyous melting
Cupped hands
Lift pools
Of happiness
I drink the divine
Waterfalls
Of glory
Washing
My skin
Painting
My hair
Frayed silver
My happy eyes
Cannot see
Your hate
Blended in
Darkness
Your true
Center tentative
Raw afraid
Sleeping
Waiting
Still hiding
Alone I am
Whirling under
Singing stars
Scatter blessings
As beauty
Somewhere
A rattle
A heartbeat
Loving calls
Me home
As a rain
Of death
Transmuted
Streams silver
Startling
Shrill squeal
A meteor
My breath
A whistle
Opens my
Grateful eyes
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Agawela Bear…07.08.2016
ⓒBearspawprint2016

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POISONED ARROWS

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Poisoned Arrows where let fly
Before I was born.
But I intersected
With Poisoned Arrows
As a child in a Montana winter.
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As I grew, I became a target
For flying Arrows meant
For me, sometimes for others,
Sometimes meant for no one.
I became also myself and no one.
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I was alerted to a miracle,
Which I did not perceive
As personal,
Though secretly I had wished,
For this exact personal miracle.
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Because I thought it too selfish,
In shame I never voiced,
I did not allow myself to hear,
My desire for the manifestation of
Poisoned Arrows to be taken from me.
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There is much yet to do,
Including surgery,
And healing with scars.
Poison Arrows are killing me.
Scars do not and are of no concern.
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I am grateful.
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Bear … 05.16.2014ⓒ Bearspawprint
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It was forty days, exactly, from sight of GOD’S SMILE, that it was physically possible for this particular cycle to be activated.
… a WP reader in Indonesia told me something would happen, in a reply to
the VII GOD SMILED blog post. This message/prophesy was entirely unexpected, as was it’s fulfillment, which is ongoing. If you are interested, his comment is here:

https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/18/vii-god-smiled-___-i-am-grateful/

I have received lots of messages, for which I am grateful. I do not always interpret them as specific information, but more as a general state of being. These sorts of messages are around us, and in us, all of the time. Only occasionly am I able to express their being. I am grateful.

https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/09/messenger/

https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/09/gypsy-moth/

https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/04/26/here/