Nothing, Etc.

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Gone
Gone
Nothing gone
My idea of myself as helpful
Gone
My idea of myself as worthwhile
Gone
My idea of myself as loveable
Gone
My idea of my own value
Gone
My idea of my self as wanted
Gone
My idea of the value of what I do
Gone
.
I have human value to you
Only if I do
What you do not want to do
When you do not want to do it
Unobtrusively, discreetly, and
I if do not mention anything
Except perhaps things
Of your personal interest
You call that being loving
I am Nothingness
Nothing self
Nothing value
Nothing
.
And if I remain available to do
What you do not want to do
When you do not want to do it
Unobtrusively, discreetly, and
I do not mention it
You call that being loving
Nothing comfort
Nothing helpful
Nothing
.
If I am unavailable it is because
I am irresponsible
I have abandoned you in your need
I am negligent
But if I am available then
I am offensive
Obnoxious
Intrusive
If I touch you I am
Hovering
Bothersome
Irksome
Unwanted
.
What I have become is
Selfish to think at all
Selfish to notice I feel
Do I feel
Am I nothing
Am I gone
.
Nothing gone
Nothing mind
Nothing love
Nothing desire
Nothing humble
Nothing ideas
Nothing opinions
Nothing forever
Nothing lost
Nothing together
Nothing honor
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing body
Nothing duty
Nothing selfish
Nothing useless
I am Nothing
You are Nothing
All is Nothing
Nothing together is gone
Nothing
All
All One
Worthless and valuable
Rejected and merged
All One
Nothing
Nothing
.
If only ……
Oops!
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Start over….
Nothing
Nothing, etc.
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Bear … 02.12.2014

ⓒ Bearspawprint
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Sentient

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From the endless cycle
I’ve been set free
I dance the Dance Insane 
No more eternal pain
The repeating cycle
Forthcoming return again
And again and again
Escape from forever
Is to ask for repeat
All illusion in alone
Compassion for tomorrow
The ending is the start
Sentient volunteering
Always forever not apart
Repeating together
Sharing all fate
From consequences
We cannot part
More life yet unborn
Future of more centuries past
The stars and music and history
Cosmic dream dancing death
All is illusion
Reality of nothing at last
Can mean what you like
The meaning’s all one
In its infinite forms
Resonance incarnate
Cosmic music fun
Toiling struggle peace
Nothing Nothingness
Everything Nothing
Infinite Nothing
Empty Nothing
Void Nothing
Eternal Nothing
Never and Nothing
Compassion Infinite
Timeless and Clocked 
All and Nothing
The same
All One
All One
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Bear…02.09.2014

It’s alright. I’m ok.

ⓒ Bearspawprint

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Illusion

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All hearts are broken
It is nothing
All hearts are broken
Illusion is all
.
Eternal memory is now
It is nothing
Eternal memory is now
Illusion is all
.
This body restricts
It is nothing
This body restricts
Illusion is all
.
All inclusive grief forever
It is nothing
All inclusive grief forever
Illusion is all
.
Some of us live
It is nothing
Some of us live
Illusion is all
.
The never is forever
It is nothing
The never is forever
Illusion is all
.
Nothing and all are the same
It is nothing
Nothing and all are the same
Illusion is all
.
Beyond cognizance no meaning
It is nothing
Beyond cognizance no meaning
Illusion is all
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Bear … 02.02.2014
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