Do Butterflies Ask Forgiveness?

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While wrapped
In winter’s
Cocoons,
Do butterflies
Mourn for a
Childhood
Of one summer?
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Do butterflies
Dream of chance
Encounters,
Of true love,
And flights
In future
Spring zephyrs?
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Do Butterflies
Wish for
Strength?
Do they
Strive to
Control
Each orther
And to predict
The changing
Weather?
.
Where do
Butterflies
Take shelter
During howling
Wild storms?
Do they pray,
Crying,
“Oh save me
Save me” ?
.
Must butterflies
Make obeisance
And offer
Prayers of
Gratitude when
Flowers bloom
And sun
Sparkles on
Morning dew?
.
Do butterflies
Weep, offering
Sacrifice, while
Waiting for
The final dawn?
.
Is the Creator
Pleased with
The beauty
Of butterflies?
Do butterflies
Worry and preen,
Attempting
To be different
And more
Acceptable,
More holy,
More righteous
Than they are?
.
Do butterflies
Wail, asking
Forgiveness
For having
Been created?
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Bear … 01.17.2015
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… And One Lived Insane

Red Hair — a series inextricably woven together

1.  
2. 
3.  And One Lived Insane

Naked
Humming
Madness
Singing
Soothed
By silent
Familiar
Friends
Guardians
Vultures
Perched
Two or one
Or three
On
Open doors
.
Protection
From
Witches
Allowing
Escape
One room
To another
.
Infants cry
In the
Bath
Children
Find them
Dissolved
Washed
Away
Calling
From
The drains
.
Forgotten
Tabouli
Shimmers
Surreal
Movement
Of larvae
Or rice
Squirming
Uneaten
.
Roaches
Scurry to
Cracks
Gossiping
In the
Walls
Your own fault
Your own fault
Eating
Glue
Eating
Books
Cellulose
Each other
.
Clacking
Bones
Pacing
Jutting hips
Bruised
Ribs
Elbows
Vertebrae
Knees
Hinged
Jaws
Rattle
Awkward

Self starved
.
Head
Swivels
Unsteady
Too heavy
.
Fleas stir
Awakened
By pacing
Forward
And back
Forward
And back
Frantic
Millions
Fleas
Biting
Crawling
Hopping
.
Fingernails
Neglected
Scratching
Scratching
No relief
.
No rest
So tired
Forward
And back
.
Gratitude
For the
Buzzards
Keeping
Safe from
Witches
Or
Family
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you
Nod
Thank you
Prayerful
Hands
Namaste
Shalome
Whatever
.
Someone
With too
Many legs
Cackling
Useless
Noise
Put on clothes
Clean house
Clean house
Clean house
Orders
Commanding
Buzzing
Yazz-uh
Yazz-uh
.
Too much
Noise
The static
The whining
Mosquitoes
Clouds of
Mosquitoes
Or wasps
Follow
Collecting
The commands
Sucking
Bloody
Words
Your own fault
Your own fault
Your own fault
.
Faster
Forward
And back
.
Vultures
Knowing
Watch
Guarding
Keeping
Witches
Away

.
Thank you
Thank you
Waiting
For dinner
Namaste
Shalome
Whatever
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Bear … 08.25.2014
ⓒ Bearspawprint 2014
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For Nancy

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There has been
An unseen shield
Around my soul.
I am safe.
.
Marked, yes.
Damaged, yes.
But marked,
No longer with death.
.
This particular
Pain was a death
Eating, chewing
At my body.
.
And it was a death
Gnawing, tasting
Slowly, grinding
Terrible jaws.
.
But a Cajun
Angel Doctor
Told me, there
Is to be reprieve.
.
The Angel’s
Assistant Angel
Asked if there
Was any one to help.
.
No. I must reach
This wound myself,
Though it is not seen,
I dress the wound.
.
It did not kill me.
Some one else died,
After almost
One hundred years.
.
And left the waiting
To one I was blessed
To be able to care for
When she was a child.
.
And so the
Cycles swirl.
I am to be
Granted more life.
.
There will be
More terrible,
Monstrous,
Scars on my skin.
.
But I shall live.
And be free
Of this one
Chewing death.
.
Oh My Little Sister,
It is not over yet,
But I am grateful.
I am grateful.
.
There is more,
So much more.
But now there is help.
I fight not alone.
.
As sure as life,
I shall die.
But not this way.
I am grateful.
.
My Little Sister
I know you want
Me to be released
Of my hermit status.
.
And this is
The beginning.
This cancer has
Been eating me.
.
For years,
I have fought,
Knowing what I fought,
Secretly, alone.
.
Now you,
Unknowingly,
Have granted,
Reprieve with your care.
.
The seasons change.
The cycles turn.
We live.
We die.
.
I am grateful.
I am grateful.
I am grateful.
I am grateful.
.
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Bear … 05.16.2014
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Thank You

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.
I am grateful to you,
Individual readers,
Whom I have learned to know
Via what you read
And like,
Your comments on my own,
And other’s blogs,
And what you write and
Publish yourselves.
Some of you,
Some I haven’t
Commented on,
Or “liked”,
Do to various
Cyber problems,
Have become especially
Special to me,
In a personal way,
Due to the beauty
Of your being,
Despite your terribly
Trying circumstances.
If you are reading this
Most likely, it is
You to whom I am referring.
Your beauty of being,
That comes across the
Incredible miles and
Infinite differences
Of experience,
And expression,
That actually separate us…..
And the cyber glitches,
And my own shortcomings,
That intervene
Quite often in
(My) communication,
It is you
Who inspire me.
I am grateful.
Thank you
For all
That you have done.
.
.
Bear … 05.16.2014
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Here

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.
Though each message is unique,
The words configured differently,
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
And each master work
Is rendered obsolete,
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
By it’s own creation,
There is a common message,
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
Running through the most humble
Scribbles and exquisite arts,
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
Obsessive repetition concealed by
Symbolic beauty and loving acts of grace,
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
Unsaid words hidden by the anguish and the
Yearning and the ugly and the vain,
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
Common to us all, we strain for
Connection to another, to ourselves,
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
The music of our  hearts song is crying,
Majestic Universal Glory we are grateful
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
I am here.
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Bear … 04.26.2014
ⓒ Bearspawprint
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VII. GOD SMILED ___ I AM GRATEFUL

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To the north north west two
Cumulonimbus incus growing
Kept capturing my eye
The anvil tops oddly positioned
So that the longer arms
Were towards each other
Just enough light lingered
To see the rising shapes
Triangulating horizon
I guessed about thirty miles
Two clouds anvil arms reaching
Together merging top and bottom
Dark updraft ice winds
Casting rune shadows
Foretelling lightening wind and rain.
.
Between huge dark framing clouds remained
An open portal to beyond
Empty of rain and ice and cloud
Though within each supporting
Column fierce heavenward drafts
Of crystalline hydrogen two oxygen raged
Building charged current opposites
The darkening sky door sill one
Earth below and the sky door lentil
Both the other
.
I reading shadow runes of rain
Watching all around road sky
No longer thinking perhaps
Dreading a little arriving
At home returning to tedium
Returning to the effort and
Work and pain of doing returning
While the Earth turns and our
Galaxy turns dark silhouetted
Trees came between the charcoal
Clouds the tarnished silver sky
Blackness emphasizing the
Square shape giving view of
Space behind first stars appearing
The not quite full moon concealed
By tall trees now behind me
The black shapes of the trees
To the north thinning as I neared a pasture
And
.
GOD SMILED
.
The black trees still black between
Shrinking for an instant
.
It was gone … everything paled
The after image burned in my soul
How could that Be
I slowed I needed to get off the road
I needed
.
Again
.
GOD SMILED
.
Again
.
I looked all around
There was no one the area deserted
Isolated the pasture empty
Not much shoulder to the road
At crawl speed I drove I didn’t
Want to look away from the sky
It was so quick what if I blink
Too quick to push the shutter
Button can’t look away
Breathing shallow will there
Be a sound a noise something
How could what could I stopped
Gears in park flashers on and
Two wheels still on road hoping
Log trucks did not need to pass
Stretching to see better
Peripherally checking the rear view
No one
Alone
Over come by wonder
.
And a third time
.
GOD SMILED
.
So fast
Less than an instant
Gone
.
Never have I seen something like this
I have been in awe of the sky blazing fire ball
Of a sparkling cave entirely covered in quartz crystals
Of triple rainbows of rainbows that went from
Horizon to horizon I’ve seen the sun set and
The sun rise I’ve seen St Elmo’s Fire I’ve seen alien ball
Lightening twice and colors I’ve seen
The deep blue of glaciers and the blinding white sun
The new green of leaves the red of gushing
Hot blood and the red fire of the setting sun
The yellow gold of October leaves and yellow of oranges
The colors of flowers in bloom of butterflies and birds
The iridescence of beetles and flies eyes
The colorful glow of the squids song and the gracefull jelly fish
Dance I have seen foxfire and will’o’the’whisp
I’ve seen wonders that don’t exist
I’ve seen Yukon glaciers heaven painted purple magenta
Orange snow and rocks minerals in black light
Rubies sapphires emeralds I have seen crystals
Permeated with gold become a color untold
I have seen human eyes with more sweet beauty than
I though possible to behold the stained glass
Of rose windows art windows and art glass
Natures colors and gems ground into pigments
Paintings of masters exquisite yarns tiny violets
Flowering trees swaying soft moss pastel river
Deltas Blue Ridge Mountains home of ancestors
With that soft blue distant haze I have seen
The terrible beauty of a forested mountain on fire
Dark night all around the rushing colors of whirlpools and landslides
Flooded rivers  heavy hurricanes colored winds howling
Multiple tornadoes deathly iridescent silver gray green graceful whirl
But this
This was
.
GOD’S SMILE
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.
Or did I see an Ascension
Or a cosmic pathway open to another dimension
Or did I a mere silly human see
.
GOD SMILE
.
The most intense colors more bright than
The sun for that instant and they did not
White out the full white spectrum was broken into
Its component all colors
Color is too puny a word for these COLORS
More Bright and Intense than any COLORS I’ve
Ever ever seen or hope ever to see again
.
Miles wide plasma filaments of COLOR divided
Into the full spectrum and beyond arched
Down in an arch more shallow than a rainbow
More like a ray or a beam which
Seemed to spill on the ground just in front of the horizon
So that would be about eight or ten miles away and
COLOR
Then the plasma COLOR beam and the spill and all the COLOR resonance
Was sucked back up
And gone no flickers no glows gone nothing
The two joined Cumulonimbus incus clouds
Where still there the window still there
But there was not another discharge
Apparently those three were massive enough to drain
The two super cells
.
The instant of a rainbow brighter than the sun
For this was a lightening phenomena
And it was actually for those three instants
COLOR more bright more intense than the sun
As if a giant acetylene torch had arched through
Heaven’s prism creating an instant plasma all COLOR
Filament of X, gamma, ELF, VLF, and even dark
Matter all needed to create the visible
And it all was there
That instant plasma COLOR lightening filament
Incorporating all of those elements did come to BE
For the fleeting moment that
GOD SMILED
.
Then it was gone
.
All rainbows pale fuchsias appear drab garnets
Dull the Mallards wings common the Cardinal
Dusty while all color is still gorgeous there
Are no distinct colors anywhere as intense and
brighter than the unshielded sun not here even
.
GOD’S SMILE
.
Is no more and was so quick and so far
Away it did not hurt me the people closer
To where it was could not see the COLOR
Only if your circumstances brought you
To be in the exact spot where I was
Blessed to be at that exact moment
Looking in the correct direction
And not blinking or hunting for a camera setting
Or traffic or cats in the road or been just a
Tiny moment later clearing the trees or
Sooner reaching the next thick stand
Of visually shielding woods

.
It just happened
.
GOD SMILED
.
I am grateful
.
OM TAT SAT
DA DA DA
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Bear …03.18.2014
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P.S. After a bit I went home.
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I.      GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/i-god-smiled/

II.    GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/ii-god-smiled/

III.  GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iii-god-smiled/

IV.   GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iv-god-smiled/

V.     GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/16/v-god-smiled/

VI.   GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/17/vi-god-smiled/

VII.  GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/18/vii-god-smiled-___-i-am-grateful/

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VI. GOD SMILED

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I watched two herons fly over
Heading away from the setting sun
They passed in front of
The rising soon to be full
Brightly beautiful moon
Then I drove towards home
The direction from
Which today’s strangely unfolding
Journey had begun
.
As I was driving
Negotiating  traffic thinking
About how late it had gotten to be
Noticing clouds coming in from the north west
And not much color to the sunset
I crossed the rail road tracks and headed
West towards home
Still wondering at the heat packing
Messenger Angel thinking how
Nice that she was brave enough to
Approach a stranger and offer blessings
With her beautiful huge smile
Then I thought of Mrs. Lucas an
Obstetrical Nurse and Midwife who
Measured my height
Amongst other things
Forty odd years ago
She told me I was three inches
Shorter than I thought I was
I made her measure again
Mrs. Lucas kindly did so
Laughing all the while
Deep chest rumbling
Heart hugging chuckles
When a young woman is pregnant with
With her first beloved child an
Imposing regal Angel like Mrs. Lucas
Is most reassuring
She was at least
Three hundred pounds and close to
Seven feet tall good hearted
Competent strong empathetic her
Amused self assurance told me
That my strength was what
Made the illusion that I was bigger than my
Size I had so much to carry that it
Seemed only a woman of greater height
With shoulders more like hers could
Do what I did so I grew myself a bit
To fit beneath the load that I carried
I had fought and defended against
Those much larger than myself
It seemed I really got bigger my
New stature stayed with me to
Be firm for a few not so tough
They needed me
To lean against my strength
Mrs Lucas kind eyes and rumbling laughter
Not  words she actually spoke
Conveyed a message to my soul
.
There is Power when  needed
All required is to allow
Energy to flow free
.
If it had been possible Mrs. Lucas
Would have traded herself for me
My skin  fair  young  for her
Purposely unplucked wiry face hairs
My relatively puny body for
Her back and muscles and massive size
In a heart beat she would change
Her skin and the size of her custom shod feet
.
Her knowing gentle eyes
And velvet basso concealed
An anguished child’s cries
Forced too soon into maturity
Only appropriate for her size
.
As the miles passed beneath
The tires my thoughts flowed
And eddied round the messengers
I was thinking of what the
Young police woman had
To overcome to gain her armored status
Of law enforcement officers
And of public servants I have known
.
Remembering intersections
Crossroads detours and
Choices the pauses and the stops
Lifetimes of touching only for a moment
Something rich knowing exchanged
Not coincidental but not planned
Nor pre-ordained
We sing our world into being
With our small
Mundane daily choices creating
The inevitable and also illusion
What our destiny will be
Is something we cannot see
But whether we are devils or
Are angels is how we shape eternity
.
As I neared a special place I remembered
Another day filled with delays and odd
Encounters not unlike
This peculiar passing Beauty Day
When I reached this stretch of road
I craned my neck and searched
The sky south east to south west
Perhaps I would see another
Meteor hurtling towards
The west north west as I
Had witness a few years ago
A fearsome giant burning fire ball
Apparently massive as a house
Flying hyper speed
Towards Georgia how could
Such a monstrous glorious conflagration burn
Itself out I expected explosions and fireworks
Forest fires and sirens and FEMA but though
The burning fire ball was gigantic the
Core size was less than half my woman’s fist
It burned itself
Into no more
.
Still when I pass this way
I’m always extra observant
Searching hunting waiting
Will I see another sky house fire
Thrown out of heaven
A reject of design
A terrible beauty burning in the
Darkened starry night
Thus far I have only the one
But there have been faraway falling
Wishing stars and comets satellites
Aircraft space shuttles moons even
Eight thousand helicopters in route
to Iraq rockets zeppelins
Jets and balloons planets and
Stars but not another
Burning fireball’s oxidizing doom
.
To the north north west two
Cumulonimbus incus growing
Kept capturing my eye
The anvil tops oddly positioned
So that the longer arms
Were towards each other
Just enough light lingered
To see the rising shapes
Triangulating horizon
I guessed about thirty miles
Two clouds anvil arms reaching
Together merging top and bottom
Dark updraft ice winds
Casting rune shadows
Foretelling lightening wind and rain.
.
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Bear … 03.17.2014

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 I.    GOD SMILED        https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/i-god-smiled/

II.    GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/ii-god-smiled/

III.  GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iii-god-smiled/

IV.   GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iv-god-smiled/

V.     GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/16/v-god-smiled/

VI.   GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/17/vi-god-smiled/

VII.  GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/18/vii-god-smiled-___-i-am-grateful/

V. GOD SMILED

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An angel touched and warned me
So I was cued inside to be
Watchful and waiting
Though I wasn’t conscious
Of what I would be sighting
When I tried to tell the story
The Angels voice came first
It was a strange encounter
This Angel carried a gun
.
In a large entrance lobby
Using the command voice learned
At academy a police woman spoke
To me across the empty space
Ma’am Ma’am Excuse me Ma’am
I looked about to see
If there was anyone else but me
She spoke with such authority
As she strode across the entrée
Yes I asked as a question looking
At her eyes she stopped and looked
Back at me with a hint of surprise
Then a smile like well like
Whoopie Goldberg’s spread
Clear across her face
The beatific young woman
Spoke her Angel message while
Looking right into my soul
Her heart spoke to mine
With a message sweetly divine
You are especially bless-ed
She beamed that glorious grin
With wonder I agreed then I
Said And I think you are much blessed too
Yes Ma’am she radiated joy and nodded
Yes Ma’am I am I surely surely am
You will have a bless-ed evening
She shook her head slightly
Looking right in me she said
Her words again
You are especially bless-ed
God is with you as you go
Smiling gently back at her
Thank you and you also
.
Warm encounters
And stranger’s blessings
Are not unusual at all
But this one was special
This angel with a Taser and a gun
Quiet shoes big belt badge and uniform
She had accosted me only to share
The blessings God had
Placed within her care
Her physic intuition knew of
Something unknown special
Something that
I would be allowed to see
The look of curious wonder
As if I were a source of joy
Enhanced her Angel Blessings
Little sparks and lights
Tiny stars like fairy dust
Shimmered for an instant
Then we turned to our business
Our auras shrinking back
She returned to her station
Watching as I left
.
Gratitude for countless joys
Knowing of beauty beyond what I see
Love children heart merging people
Stars clouds deserts and mountains
So many places I have been allowed
I have swum in rivers and lakes and
Oceans gulfs and streams
Warm volcanic springs
Beauty places all flowing
Through my grateful thoughts
I looked with gratitude
At the sky
.
I watched two herons fly over
Heading away from the setting sun
They passed in front of
The rising soon to be full
Brightly beautiful moon
Then I drove towards home
The direction from
Which this strangely unfolding
Journey had begun
.
.
Bear 03.16.2014

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I.      GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/i-god-smiled/
II.    GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/ii-god-smiled/
III.  GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iii-god-smiled/
IV.   GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iv-god-smiled/
V.     GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/16/v-god-smiled/
VI.   GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/17/vi-god-smiled/
VII. GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/18/vii-god-smiled-___-i-am-grateful/

IV. GOD SMILED

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.
I’m still working
Writing searching
Filling blank paper
With trying trying
Describing
What I was blessed
To be allowed to see
Was an actual
Phenomena
That I had never
Imagined
Could actually exist
On this plane thus
Far the best description
Of what happened
.
GOD SMILED
.
There is no reason why
No virtues or extra understanding
No sacrifice fasting or religion
No activated brain cells
Or second sight insights
No extra care or love
No reasonable reasons at all as to
Why it should have been me
Allowed to view
That fleeting
Glory Wonder Be
.
There are no similes no
Synonyms or nouns
No adjectives or adverbs
Though words and meanings abound
I’ve studied and I’ve sought
Reason as to how
How it could ever be
Oh Yes it is truly possible
Once in while
We are blessed to see
In this Earthly home we share
What our hearts already know
There is much more
Beyond the awesome of mere beauty
.
I feel it is my duty to
Stretch myself and grow
Do I really really dare?
I am most unworthy and
The cosmos doesn’t care
But I am humbly grateful
.
An angel touched and warned me
So I was cued to be
Watchful and waiting
Though I wasn’t conscious
Of what I had been told
When I tried to tell the story
The Angels voice came first
It was a strange encounter
This Angel carried a gun

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Bear … 03.15.2014

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I.      GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/i-god-smiled/
II.    GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/ii-god-smiled/
III.  GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iii-god-smiled/
IV.   GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iv-god-smiled/
V.     GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/16/v-god-smiled/
VI.   GOD SMILED

II. GOD SMILED

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IF YOU IMAGINE THAT….
.
GOD SMILED
.
AND YOU, OH YES YOU! SAW
WHAT WOULD GLORY LOOK LIKE
WOULD THERE BE COLOR
SOFT ARCHING RAINBOWS
FLOWING CLOUDS WATERFALLS
MOUNTAINS AND MEADOWS
WOULD THERE BE THE VELVET DARK OF PEACE
OR A RETINA BURNING STAR
PERHAPS A RAY BURST OF LIGHT
WOULD YOU LOOSE YOUR SIGHT
WOULD THERE BE MUSIC
OR SOOTHING SILENCE
WOULD THERE BE A SYMPHONY
OF BIRDS AND INSECT HUMS
THE SONG OF WHALES
AN OCEANS ROAR
WOULD THERE BE WINGED ANGELS
FLYING DANCE AND EAGLES
UPDRAFT FLOATING
WOULD THERE BE REQUIRED
FASTING AND PRAYERS
DRUGS OR HEBS OR
CHANTING AND TORTURE
PERHAPS TRANSCENDENT MEDITATION
SELF ABNIGATION CRYING
FALLING ON YOUR KNEES
WOULD YOU NEED A TELESCOPE
OR SPACESHIP ELECTRON MISCROSCOPE
OR INNER IMAGINATION
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WHAT DO YOU FEEL
WHAT DO YOU THINK
WHAT IS THE REALLY REAL
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PLEASE
I ASK YOU TO TELL ME …
HAVE YOU SEEN GOD SMILE?
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Bear … 03.14.2014

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What do imagine it would be?
What have you experienced?
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If you don’t want to reply publically
You may reply here: bearspawprint at yahoo DOT com

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I was blessed to be allowed to see a true miracle, Wednesday, March 12, 2014 .
I am grateful.

ⓒ Bearspawprint
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I.      GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/i-god-smiled/
II.    GOD SMILED      https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/ii-god-smiled/
III.  GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iii-god-smiled/
IV.   GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/15/iv-god-smiled/
V.     GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/16/v-god-smiled/
VI.    GOD SMILED       https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/17/vi-god-smiled/
VII. GOD SMILED        https://bearspawprint.wordpress.com/2014/03/18/vii-god-smiled-___-i-am-grateful/
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