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With eyes
Gifted of Tamuz
In New Moon
Dark
I turn
Seeing all
Seeing
Your wishes
As a beautiful
Rain iridescent
Poison arrows
Myself gliding
Through the
Falling intent
I danger dance
Between
Each silvery
Slash
Opportunity
For starburst
Power of joy
Burning hot
My skin glistens
Molten silver
Reflecting
Slivered
Nakomis
Ripples follow
Poison arrows
Joyous melting
Cupped hands
Lift pools
Of happiness
I drink the divine
Waterfalls
Of glory
Washing
My skin
Painting
My hair
Frayed silver
My happy eyes
Cannot see
Your hate
Blended in
Darkness
Your true
Center tentative
Raw afraid
Sleeping
Waiting
Still hiding
Alone I am
Whirling under
Singing stars
Scatter blessings
As beauty
Somewhere
A rattle
A heartbeat
Loving calls
Me home
As a rain
Of death
Transmuted
Streams silver
Startling
Shrill squeal
A meteor
My breath
A whistle
Opens my
Grateful eyes
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Agawela Bear…07.08.2016
ⓒBearspawprint2016
Tag Archives: cancer
Choke The Stars
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Thick black
Fear Washes
Red over
the stars
Coalescing
Turning
Purple
A million
Dazzling
Pinwheels
Behind
My eyes
Below
Ground
Below oceans
Darkness
Erupting
Swirling
To blackness
Beneath
Movement
All around
Resonates
Roars
Too aware
Too much
Hot
A million
Electric
Fires burn
Each synapse
Arching
I leap
And jig
And dance
And cry
Silent
Until oily
Screams
Ululate
Terror
Chokes
The stars
Chokes
The sky
Starves
Song
There is
Nowhere
Without
Dread
And the
Black fires
Overtake
And I
Succumb
And everywhere
Is
Myself
I am
All memory
Not insane
And there is
No death
And there
Is no
Escape
And there is
No hope
And there is
No eternity
And there is
Nothing
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Bear … 10.24.2014
ⓒBearspawprint2014
As I Fly
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How can
It be
That I
Am here
In this
Place of
Books and
More books
My pillowed
Library of
Lost dreams
My small
Wall mirror
Reflects
Nightmares
Cancers
Reflected
Both real
And imagined
Propagate
Out of sight
Visible in
Scars flowing
In the mirror
The water
Remembered
.
I was
A child
Of the sun
Glorious sun
Warm beach
Sand conforms
Exactly soothing
Sun beating
A massage of
Skin burning
Warmth and
Bright youth
Returns to
The sea
Human I am
Sea mammal
Mermaid
Safe in
Deepest water
No one else
Dares I
Am alone
Freedom
And death
Envelope
My body
As I fly
Through
The deep
The sky
.
Are the
Ripples
The ancient
Glass flowing
Or my own
Returned
Image flowing
Melting into
Moments past
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Bear … 08.17.2014
ⓒ Bearspawprint 2014
Hot July and Cooling Sacred Rain
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July the air is too warm
July I am too hot
Hot hot burning hot
Sweltering and useless
All movement requires more
Energy than can be spared
From the flames burning
The heat melting asphalt
Cheeses puddling crayons
And lipstick and candy
Have become new mediums
For painting textured
Art so hot so hot so hot
Evaporating ponds
Turning mud roads
Into deep sand traps
Sweat and sand
Swimming waters
Too warm and dangerous
Brew of bacteria and
Ameoba and chemical runoff
Too hot July
Of difficult
Summer births
Of sweet Cancer babies
And joyful thoughtful Cancer children
Who become loving
Kind generous Cancer adults
But oh I am so hot
With my nerves extending
Almost two centimeters
Beyond the surface of my skin
I force myself to walk
Staggering
A trail of
Steam and smoke
As I burn on the inside
With burning
Searing Grace
Flames dancing across
My vision
My body burning
With strange fevers
Unable to cool myself
I burn so hot too warm
The steaming pounding
Rain all gone
Until heralded by
Lightening and constant
Thunder glorious
Rain will come again
And amid the
Flashing bolts
The thunders roar
The rushing winds
I shall be soothed
By the cooling Sacred Rain
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Bear …. 07.04.2014
ⓒBearspawprint 2014
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