Seeing

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With eyes
Gifted of Tamuz
In New Moon
Dark
I turn
Seeing all
Seeing
Your wishes
As a beautiful
Rain iridescent
Poison arrows
Myself gliding
Through the
Falling intent
I danger dance
Between
Each silvery
Slash
Opportunity
For starburst
Power of joy
Burning hot
My skin glistens
Molten silver
Reflecting
Slivered
Nakomis
Ripples follow
Poison arrows
Joyous melting
Cupped hands
Lift pools
Of happiness
I drink the divine
Waterfalls
Of glory
Washing
My skin
Painting
My hair
Frayed silver
My happy eyes
Cannot see
Your hate
Blended in
Darkness
Your true
Center tentative
Raw afraid
Sleeping
Waiting
Still hiding
Alone I am
Whirling under
Singing stars
Scatter blessings
As beauty
Somewhere
A rattle
A heartbeat
Loving calls
Me home
As a rain
Of death
Transmuted
Streams silver
Startling
Shrill squeal
A meteor
My breath
A whistle
Opens my
Grateful eyes
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Agawela Bear…07.08.2016
ⓒBearspawprint2016

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Choke The Stars

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Thick black
Fear Washes
Red over
the stars
Coalescing
Turning
Purple
A million
Dazzling
Pinwheels
Behind
My eyes
Below
Ground
Below oceans
Darkness
Erupting
Swirling
To blackness
Beneath
Movement
All around
Resonates
Roars
Too aware
Too much
Hot
A million
Electric
Fires burn
Each synapse
Arching
I leap
And jig
And dance
And cry
Silent
Until oily
Screams
Ululate
Terror
Chokes
The stars
Chokes
The sky
Starves
Song
There is
Nowhere
Without
Dread
And the
Black fires
Overtake
And I
Succumb
And everywhere
Is
Myself
I am
All memory
Not insane
And there is
No death
And there
Is no
Escape
And there is
No hope
And there is
No eternity
And there is
Nothing
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Bear … 10.24.2014
ⓒBearspawprint2014

As I Fly

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How can
It be
That I
Am here
In this
Place of
Books and
More books
My pillowed
Library of
Lost dreams

My small
Wall mirror
Reflects
Nightmares
Cancers
Reflected
Both real
And imagined
Propagate
Out of sight
Visible in
Scars flowing
In the mirror
The water
Remembered
.
I was
A child
Of the sun
Glorious sun
Warm beach
Sand conforms
Exactly soothing
Sun beating
A massage of
Skin burning
Warmth and
Bright youth
Returns to
The sea
Human I am
Sea mammal
Mermaid
Safe in
Deepest water
No one else
Dares I
Am alone
Freedom
And death
Envelope
My body
As I fly
Through
The deep
The sky
.
Are the
Ripples
The ancient
Glass flowing
Or my own
Returned
Image flowing
Melting into
Moments past
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Bear … 08.17.2014
ⓒ Bearspawprint 2014

Hot July and Cooling Sacred Rain

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July the air is too warm

July I am too hot

Hot hot burning hot

Sweltering and useless

All movement requires more

Energy than can be spared

From the flames burning

The heat melting asphalt

Cheeses puddling crayons

And lipstick and candy

Have become new mediums

For painting textured

Art so hot so hot so hot

Evaporating ponds

Turning mud roads

Into deep sand traps

Sweat and sand

Swimming waters

Too warm and dangerous

Brew of bacteria and

Ameoba and chemical runoff

Too hot July

Of difficult

Summer births

Of sweet Cancer babies

And joyful thoughtful Cancer children

Who become loving

Kind generous Cancer adults

But oh I am so hot

With my nerves extending

Almost two centimeters

Beyond the surface of my skin

I force myself to walk

Staggering

A trail of

Steam and smoke

As I burn on the inside

With burning

Searing Grace

Flames dancing across

My vision

My body burning

With strange fevers

Unable to cool myself

I burn so hot too warm

The steaming pounding

Rain all gone

Until heralded by

Lightening and constant

Thunder glorious

Rain will come again

And amid the

Flashing bolts

The thunders roar

The rushing winds

I shall be soothed

By the cooling Sacred Rain

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Bear …. 07.04.2014
ⓒBearspawprint 2014

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