Forever Arriving

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My desperate
Seeking is
Navigator of the
Night flight
Flying songline
Star reckoning
Horizon receding
Truth into being
There is no dawn
As my arms beseech
The space between
Your empty dreams
My westward sky
Whirling voyage
To nowhere
I am forever
Arriving
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Agawela Bear … 07.14.2016
ⓒBearspawprint2016

Seeing

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With eyes
Gifted of Tamuz
In New Moon
Dark
I turn
Seeing all
Seeing
Your wishes
As a beautiful
Rain iridescent
Poison arrows
Myself gliding
Through the
Falling intent
I danger dance
Between
Each silvery
Slash
Opportunity
For starburst
Power of joy
Burning hot
My skin glistens
Molten silver
Reflecting
Slivered
Nakomis
Ripples follow
Poison arrows
Joyous melting
Cupped hands
Lift pools
Of happiness
I drink the divine
Waterfalls
Of glory
Washing
My skin
Painting
My hair
Frayed silver
My happy eyes
Cannot see
Your hate
Blended in
Darkness
Your true
Center tentative
Raw afraid
Sleeping
Waiting
Still hiding
Alone I am
Whirling under
Singing stars
Scatter blessings
As beauty
Somewhere
A rattle
A heartbeat
Loving calls
Me home
As a rain
Of death
Transmuted
Streams silver
Startling
Shrill squeal
A meteor
My breath
A whistle
Opens my
Grateful eyes
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Agawela Bear…07.08.2016
ⓒBearspawprint2016

A Kindness

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While
Waiting
For your
Shunning,
To be
No more,
Against
The pain,
I closed
My eyes.
Was it a
Novelty of
Kindness
That spoke
Goodnight,
Your whisper
A warning?
Without
Touching
My face,
You gently
Removed
My reading
Glasses.
When I
Opened
My eyes,
My arms,
You turned
Away.
Trapped
In awareness,
Alone,
Grounded
In reality,
I weep,
And I wail.
My arms,
My body,
My heart,
Enfolding
The space
Where your
Warmth is
Imagined.
I hear
The click,
Again,
And again,
And again,
As pretending
Not to be
Aware that
I am awake,
You firmly
Shut the
Shunning door.
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Agawela Bear…07.03.2016
ⓒBearspawprint2016

As A Lily … No Matter

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Are the powers
Of evil
Innocent?
Evil represents
Itself.
Only.
There is no deceit
In being.
Evil pretends
Honestly.
Saying that all
Is.
Only,
To its own
Selfish ends.
Misery of all.
So simple,
The anguish.
Compassionate pain,
All the same,
With love
Of union.
Despair,
Through eternity,
All hypocrisy gone,
Duality,
An illusion.
Indifference,
Empathy,
No matter.
Reasoning,
Gone.
No reasons,
No excuses,
Just because,
Random
Where exists
Circumstances allowing.
Evil shines
As a lily,
Flowering glorious,
Pure,
With no purpose.
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Bear … 06.23.2016
ⓒBearspawprint2016

WHITE

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Drifting back
I saw
She who
Became me
Pirouette
Laughter
Bubbles
Sparkling truth
Floating
White heat
White sun
Her white dress
Swirling in
In white fog
Dancing
Through clouds
Dreaming
Nothing
Swirling
Innocent
Of lost
Tomorrow
Lost joy
Whirling in
A dream of love
Her white dress
A long poem
Of sweet before
Caught foaming
White tides
Song breath
White ice mist
Frozen winds
Merging
White hot
Exquisite
Hopes entangled
Sea churning
White chaos
Swimming within
White light
Carried flying
Buoyant time
A white wind
Returning
Through now
Through known
Emptiness
Letting go
I am salt
Bleached white
Forgetful
I was ever
Such a girl
Laughing
Pure joy
Memory
Washed away
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Bear … 06.21.20116
ⓒBearspawprint2016
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