No longer May I live Near human People so politely Uncaring civilized In ignorance I scream And cry wailing Too much and No mirrored image Bereft of the Veil Some days all nights Continuously calling Screaming despair While writing While sewing While making love While mending While wandering silent Creating reasons Of disillusioned Thinking unacceptable While cooking sleeping Other beings cringe Shrinking from My broken primal Screaming wailing Cries follow me My own meteor tail Of illuminated grief What will never be Yet waves flow Rippling eternal Illusion adorns my Body as garments Woven from despair Sorrowing siren calls I may never find the Echoing perimeter Of pain heartache Buzzing louder Harmonic pulses Louder scream song Enduring in the shouted Silence continuously I wail Anguish impenetrable This barrier of Banshee Screeching thorns . The Silence of Thorns Agawela 13March2022 ⓒBearspawprint2022
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The Silence of Thorns
No longer
May I live
Near human
People so politely
Ignorant I scream
Uncaring civilized
And cry wailing
Too much and
Not enough bereft
Of the Veil
Some days all nights
Continuously calling
Screaming despair
While writing
While sewing
While making love
While mending
While wandering silent
Creating reasons
Of disillusioned basic
Belief agreement
Thinking unacceptable
Discordant weeping
While cooking sleeping
Other beings cringe
Shrinking from
My broken primal
Screaming wailing
Cries follow me
My own meteor tail
Of illuminated grief
What will never be
Yet waves flow
Rippling eternal
Illusion adorns my
Body as garments
Woven from despair
Sorrowing siren calls
I may never find the
Echoing perimeter
Of pain heartache
Buzzing louder
Harmonic pulses
Louder scream song
Enduring in the shouted
Silence continuously
I wail Anguish
Impenetrable
This barrier of Banshee
Screeching thorns
.
Agawela 03-13-2021
ⓒBearspawprint2021
Black Dog
.
There is
A Black Dog
In the corner.
He is trapped
By my despair.
His beauty
Is my anguish.
His glory
Is my pain.
He whimpers
And he howls.
Black Dog’s
Escape is fear.
Death, betrayal
And indifference
Call Black Dog’s
Other name.
.
4 November 2019
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