Frivolous

Heartless thought and soulless heart
Desire and love dance music words even art

Comprehend the parting shot
They’ve let me know what I’m not

All expression is mere drivel
Brimming life to empty hull shrivel

The flavored love essential being
All that I am has no meaning

Bear … 01.24.2014

11 comments on “Frivolous”

Deborah says:

January 30, 2014 at 4:17 am

I have one other comment of sorts. I am attaching a link to something I posted right after you left to go help your family. So I doubt that you saw it. You might not even have time for it now. But I thought I’d send it along.

Anyway, quite a while back, you asked me some questions about how I came to be in Taiwan and related things. So here is the starting place to find out about it. :http://myriad234.wordpress.com/2014/01/07/to-taiwan-and-back/

There is also a post just after that called Homeward Bound about my decision to return to the US in the summer of 2015.

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bearspawprint says:

January 30, 2014 at 1:41 pm

My husband was hospitalized for percaditis, but canceled flights and closed roads between where I am and him kept me here, he is at home with bad weather, now, but is not all better. Folks here have made some improvements, and the weather appears to be improving so that I can fly back Feb.4 . I shall return here, to North Alabama as soon as circumstances allow. To continue this saga of mystery. The mystery being trying to figure out what anyone wants. 🙂 I am very worried about my husband.

But when I am home again, I will probably be able to use my own computer to see what all I have missed. Thank you for these links. I look forward to reading about you….oops being paged …… XXX

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Deborah says:

January 30, 2014 at 4:07 am

I would venture to say that just because some people don’t get it doesn’t make it untrue. Also, what one person (or group of people) thinks of as frivolous is only their opinion. Of course, it’s hard to ignore those voices when they’re the ones surrounding you most of the time. I’m coming to learn, slowly but surely, that the voice of judgment about my own frivolity is nothing more than noise, and that the most important pieces of who I am and who I can be is more important than their short-sightedness. You often have a way of reminding me, Bear, that I need to keep being me even when others don’t understand. For that, I thank you! 🙂

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bearspawprint says:

January 30, 2014 at 1:04 pm

Obviously I don’t ignore very much. Paying attention may allow my feelings to get hurt, but it does keep me from spinning my wheels trying to explain the incomprehensible or inadvertantly insulting or hurting others by gifting wha to me has extreem value but to some recipients is valueless trash. 😦 . We do keep on being ourselves regardless of opportunity for expression. And our souls do need feeding that which our souls desire.
Even when it is not the same or even similar to that which those around us appreciate. In the same regard I find it not difficult exactly, but mildly perplexing how fulfillment is found in the some of the things and activities of those I love and/or care for. Oh well. 🙂 XXX

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